VERY

how sad am i that i'm missing the swell season by two days?

HAPPY, NEW MUSIC, MORE GIGS

my ipod works. the ipod that i haven't thought about for a year because i spilled lysol in it and it wouldn't even turn on.

HEYYYY

officially outdoor recreation major. one and a half years. come on now! let's get serious.

NOTHIN TO DO JUST SIT HERE WITH YOU

there are other things going on besides the new, fantastic job i just procured. i have a few weeks before i leave to get some things accomplished. mostly, seeing family and al. it will be months until i get another chance. concentrated family time is all i have.

also, housing for fall. the possibility of living alone seems less likely as it's too much for too small of a space. perhaps something will come up, if i visit bloomington.
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i leave for twenty minutes for a run and come back to drew barrymore pawing at bathroom walls.

AQUATICS/TREK SPECIALIST

flying into billings, montana june 10th about. leaving august 27th.


smell ya later

WYOMING, PLEASE

and i have followup interview!

RETROSPECTIVE

okay. yesterday i sanded/spray painted the porch. felt accomplished and happy being outside doing work for dad. set up a second television solely for my new n64. i wish i had someone to play 007 with. a possibility of a new moped/scooter yamaha qt50 is in the works. weeee. ran 2.5 miles from the hospital, to grandpas and home. the day is young. waking up before noon forever.

ACA JOB ALERT

Position	Company	Location
Waterfront Director/CIT Director	Camp Waziyatah	Waterford, Maine, United States

making my day.

WHO IS SHE

oh, hello. i'm in hammond. home, the basement welcomes me with a cold embrace. the day has been treacherous. waking early from a night of debauchery set at my own pace. loading and packing away my belongings into a massive penske truck. lots of empty space inside. i've been hit with a wave of loneliness. i long for the on-going adventures. i pine for a love. torn up two nights ago. the ultimate chance of "i fucking love you" this is step two. there are three steps. the first is your attention. we can speak in the kitchen but i'd rather your bedroom. without the lights you move to me. step three may require your lips.

I'M LIFTING UP THE STONES

and here i am with a full summer right in front of me. as c.o.r.e. ends another chapter, i'm overwhelmed with freedoms and leisure. concerned with finding a job. i've applied at a few summer camps, parks and rec downtown, ymca. whatever pops up first.

now i have media to consume. the office and 30 rock. it's a wet friday and maybe staying in doesn't sound so bad. last night was enough for a while. after getting beer and donuts i ate a ton of curry. met a lot of unique people. some from a commune. walked farther than i think i ever have here. i needed it so bad. to not have a limit. to say yes. and fall asleep with a dummy staring at me.