BIG 5-0

i believe in karma. i believe in my love. my body will do as it will after all. hopefully, set off somewhere nice as wished instead of a dingy box. i know not what to do sometimes. being led astray whips me back. mostly effortlessly. i want to catch eyes, senses keen, lick some thighs. being outside helps me relate better to the world. inside i remember everything, knowing what lasts. never knowing how long.

"You may not be her first, her last, or her only. She loved before she may love again. But if she loves you now, what else matters? She’s not perfect - you aren’t either, and the two of you may never be perfect together but if she can make you laugh, cause you to think twice, and admit to being human and making mistakes, hold onto her and give her the most you can. She may not be thinking about you every second of the day, but she will give you a part of her that she knows you can break - her heart. So don’t hurt her, don’t change her, don’t analyze and don’t expect more than she can give. Smile when she makes you happy, let her know when she makes you mad, and miss her when she’s not there."
— Bob Marley