A PERSONAL AFFAIR/AIN'T THAT SOME SHIT

Some lights dim. It might take a person two weeks to find it out. It's an interesting time what with being to the best of my ability. Taking time with the people around me, almost definitely with the people I want closer. Looking for relics. Fighting off the demons that take control over. Sure, I've been a mess but no one knows what I know. Certainly haven't been brave enough.. yet. A bit of hope. It doesn't mean it's lost. Doesn't mean anything I don't want it to. It's all that watching and waiting has bummed me out. It's all that being and doing has worn me out.