3.23.2009

WE JUST WANT MORE

so here's the sitch. everyone around me is flipping out in some way. typically i would feed off of it and do the same. but i'm feeling grounded with plans and schedules. i know i don't have a seasonal job for the summer yet. i've been away from home the past three. why not keep it going? spending my birthday with strangers and acquaintances isn't so bad. my focus is on the future. i'll be there pretty soon.

i don't expect anything. and i don't ask for anything from anyone. i just want to make a move. bold and great, the kind you'd never expect from me. wanting more.

last night i dreamt i was in cyprus. sipping turkish tea. and i shaved my head. my sleeping self was thinking bald cypress and that's how it goes down. i really don't want to buzz my head.

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