BIG 5-0

i believe in karma. i believe in my love. my body will do as it will after all. hopefully, set off somewhere nice as wished instead of a dingy box. i know not what to do sometimes. being led astray whips me back. mostly effortlessly. i want to catch eyes, senses keen, lick some thighs. being outside helps me relate better to the world. inside i remember everything, knowing what lasts. never knowing how long.